Sunday, January 21, 2007

I gave a letter to the postman,
He put it his sack.
Bright in early next morning,
He brought my letter back.

She wrote upon it:
Return to sender, address unknown.
No such number, no such zone.
We had a quarrel, a lovers spat
I write Im sorry but my letter keeps coming back.

So then I dropped it in the mailbox
And sent it special d.
Bright in early next morning
It came right back to me.

She wrote upon it:
Return to sender, address unknown.
No such person, no such so.

This time Im gonna take it myself
And put it right in her hand.
And if it comes back the very next day
Then Ill understand - the writing on it

Return to sender, address unknown.
No such number, no such zone.


not even a chance?

HaVe i tOld u?

who I really am. i am a Leo. if u check horoscopes, most probably they'd tell u how i generally am. bt i'd like to share who i really am with u, tat is if u bother to read.

1. i was born with "atrial septal defect", in other words known as hole-in-the-heart. i had my operation when i was 3. and now i am "fully-functional" just like any ordinary person.

2. i am from a family of six. dad, mom, and 3 other siblings, one's a doctor, one graduated from business school and another is in aussie doing COM science. i am "reading" law.

3. i live in klang. no, it’s not in another state and yes, if u knew that klang is actually "Bandar diRaja Selangor".

4. i play lotsa sports, ok, maybe not that much. my passion is mostly towards basketball. not really good at it to be honest. but its the only sport tat lets me lose the fats.

5. i think horoscopes are good characteristic compasses. they are quite accurate at times. generally, i think i am 50% of the good and 100% of the bad. lets do the good part 1st.

5.1 Ambitious. i am ambitious. really. i have been planning to do law since. uh. standard 5? yea. funny eh? uhm. apart from basic ambitions, i just want to settle stuff like there and then. i don’t actually plan in terms of what i want to do in the future. i just follow the flow.

5.2 Creative. i won’t say i am. but one thing for sure, i like things to be simple. colour, design. anything which is plain. yes, i am the "dead" kinda person.

5.3 Loyal. i think lotsa ppl are gona laugh to this section, in forms of disagreement. bt i am who i am. yea, ok, i am not loyal.

5.4 Warmhearted. i think i am. definitely not the stone cold type of person. no matter how much i hate. i tend to forget bout it. or at least i try to. i try to be friendly, yes, without other intentions. i like to make friends. or help ppl, maybe u might disagree, maybe u felt like i was never there, bt i am, always there. i care.

5.5 Generous. i think i am. not to brag or what not, money, is not a big issue. i will lend out a helping hand when in need. i don't mind helping as long as u're genuine enough. of course, everyone draws a limit sumwhere.

5.6 Loving. i don’t knw myself. u'd need to ask around. bt i think i'm not tat loving. if i was. things would be different.

6. for the bad stuff! woo-hoooo...

6.1 intolerant. totally not at all. as i mention earlier. i try. bt at times, ok, most of the time, i just can’t tolerate. bt it depends on the frequency of the annoyance. i am patient. bt i can tolerate repeats. sorry, if i offended u in any way. cheers~

6.2 Egotistical. i am, totally. like every other "man". from time to time, i learn to let go. and take the blows. like how i deserve it.

6.3 Fears ridicule. i am. bt then again. who likes to make a fool of themselves? and. uh. i think i set my standards kind high sumtimes. in ways, i am very. uh. vain and status conscious. bt i do it "professionally", to be presentable. i believe, to be respected, u need to respect others 1st.

6.4 Bossy. i am. i like to be a leader i mean. bt i am only like tat in my own field, with things which either i know or am very good at. i don’t lead in stuff which i can’t do. when i happen to be a leader in sumthing, i don’t think i have never not been able to settle that sumthing. but with help of course.

6.5 interfering. i am. jeng jeng jeng. u see. its funny. when u care, they say its too much. when u don’t, they say u don’t care. aih. maybe its in how i present it i guess. must be doing it all wrong. help?



to be continued...

Monday, January 15, 2007

Your EQ is 153

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


thank u thank u..i've "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil ok..plz..

cheers~ ;)

Saturday, January 06, 2007

i have a. project. its called. runaway.

u see. it ain't tat hard. to run. but can u always. get away?

we're always. running. from everything. tat life. has to offer.

sometimes. we don't. even stop. to look. back.

we always think. tat its okay. to just keep running. and not look back.

at what we have left. behind. people. memories. regrets. wishes.

every new year. we make tat resolution.

that new one we make every year. to be good. more caring. hardworking. loving.

to get what we always longed for.

for me. it made no difference. whether the resolution was made. or not.

i only wished. most of the time. for forgiveness.

of the things. tat i've done. said. and failed to do.

i failed. in loving. caring. and. providing.

miserably. it was. regretful. and. painful.

it was too good. to be true. i was the one. to let go.

pushing. and blaming. leaving. with soar.

it always felt good. but yet. always neglected.

i guess. the empty places. were the reason.

the silence. filled in. the change. had been realised.

bt. was it. already time?

was. there a chance. still. which. was thrown away.

please. it hurts.

could u. show me.

the exit.

please.